It's funny how you just keep going even when you're body is telling you to stop... Take my advice: read the signs and do so. To prevent it all from happening, take it easy once in a while. When you're relaxing make sure you RELAX. Don't think, just immerse yourself in whatever thing you're doing and forget the world for a few moments.
When you feel rested and re energised come back to reality and the rat race that is life again. Truth be told, lately, I think I have been going a little bit too fast. But then again, that's the sacrifice we make in order to get what we want; be it flying colours or a new pair of Levi's 501 jeans..XD
Thank god for weekends and painkillers though. I went to the clinic just now due to a cranium-splitting headache. The doctor told me I had a fever as well as blocked sinus cavities...Go figure..
In spite of the medication prescribed, it still takes a double prosperity burger to cure my sinuses...hahaha...must be all that black pepper dripping over the heavily drenched burger...and thank god also for McDonalds..Syukur ya Allah...
Now I'm taking the night off. I'm rereading Robert Harris' book, Imperium. It truly is a masterpiece..As for all of you people out there I wish that you enjoy your Friday night doing whatever keeps you sane..XD
I know I'll be having a blast...hahaha...per victoria meus conpes comminutus.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Sunflowers are not actually yellow...
Ever wonder why we do what we do??
Do we do it out of pure sincerity and love for others or the job??
Do we do it because we have to or were forced head first into doing it??
Or do we do it because we have nothing better to do??
Bottom line-we do it and we live with it...At least it think we do..
What happens when we can't live with what we do..?? The weak and feeble minded usually commit suicide or get committed into a mental institution...
The cautious and crafty usually work their way around it by dodging, sneaking and skulking in the dark like the worthless leeches that they are...
And the brave will usually stupidly plunge fists first into solving the problem of being unable to live by trying to set things back as they were. Such a course has but two possible outcomes. One: they emerge triumphant and live for another hundred years or they get shot in the head whilst trying to complete their mission and end up as dead as a doorknob.
As for me, I can still live myself and what I do. I haven't murdered anyone yet, either physically or intellectually. but if ever one day I reach the point where I feel like cutting my losses and moving on to the next life, I will stop in my tracks, turn back to where I came from and reinvent myself.
Hopefully, that will be enough.. It's either that or moving to a small hut on Gunung Tahan.
P/s: the title has nothing to do with this post...XD
Do we do it out of pure sincerity and love for others or the job??
Do we do it because we have to or were forced head first into doing it??
Or do we do it because we have nothing better to do??
Bottom line-we do it and we live with it...At least it think we do..
What happens when we can't live with what we do..?? The weak and feeble minded usually commit suicide or get committed into a mental institution...
The cautious and crafty usually work their way around it by dodging, sneaking and skulking in the dark like the worthless leeches that they are...
And the brave will usually stupidly plunge fists first into solving the problem of being unable to live by trying to set things back as they were. Such a course has but two possible outcomes. One: they emerge triumphant and live for another hundred years or they get shot in the head whilst trying to complete their mission and end up as dead as a doorknob.
As for me, I can still live myself and what I do. I haven't murdered anyone yet, either physically or intellectually. but if ever one day I reach the point where I feel like cutting my losses and moving on to the next life, I will stop in my tracks, turn back to where I came from and reinvent myself.
Hopefully, that will be enough.. It's either that or moving to a small hut on Gunung Tahan.
P/s: the title has nothing to do with this post...XD
Friday, January 8, 2010
15 Sentences About Myself....
This is actually and English assignment given to me by my teacher. But I realise that this a good way to truly get in touch with you subconscious inner self.
1. I love to read thick novels about life and its intricacies in the middle if the night.
2. Most times, my jokes are not funny and people just stare at me.
3. I make sure I finish all my work at school even if I have to stay at the library until 5 o'clock in the evening.
4. I frown most of the time, especially when I am thinking.
5. I am the 'Lord of The Sink' at home because I was the dishes every time after a meal.
6. Cycling and swimming are two sports that I love most because everything else is either too hazardous or too expensive.
7. Good food and good company make my day.
8. Star Wars and the Lord of The Rings made a big influence on my imagination as it is now much more lively and vivid.
9. I often write poetry and in my diary to express my feelings, thoughts and views.
10. These days, I hope for small, impossible things like wider roads and doing well for my SPM; not ridiculously impossible things like world peace.
11. If I had all the money in the world, I would like to build a huge manor by the sea in the Bay of Naples, Italy.
12. I am thankful for my wonderful family-especially my mother-and my dear friends in school for sticking by me, no matter what the odds may be.
13. Roman and Andalusian architecture fascinate me; as do European and Russian history.
14. I hope to be a very successful and wealthy investment banker someday and study at the London School of Economics.
15. I will be inaugurated as Head Boy on Monday, the 11Th of January 2010.
*You should all give this a try one fine day.;)*
1. I love to read thick novels about life and its intricacies in the middle if the night.
2. Most times, my jokes are not funny and people just stare at me.
3. I make sure I finish all my work at school even if I have to stay at the library until 5 o'clock in the evening.
4. I frown most of the time, especially when I am thinking.
5. I am the 'Lord of The Sink' at home because I was the dishes every time after a meal.
6. Cycling and swimming are two sports that I love most because everything else is either too hazardous or too expensive.
7. Good food and good company make my day.
8. Star Wars and the Lord of The Rings made a big influence on my imagination as it is now much more lively and vivid.
9. I often write poetry and in my diary to express my feelings, thoughts and views.
10. These days, I hope for small, impossible things like wider roads and doing well for my SPM; not ridiculously impossible things like world peace.
11. If I had all the money in the world, I would like to build a huge manor by the sea in the Bay of Naples, Italy.
12. I am thankful for my wonderful family-especially my mother-and my dear friends in school for sticking by me, no matter what the odds may be.
13. Roman and Andalusian architecture fascinate me; as do European and Russian history.
14. I hope to be a very successful and wealthy investment banker someday and study at the London School of Economics.
15. I will be inaugurated as Head Boy on Monday, the 11Th of January 2010.
*You should all give this a try one fine day.;)*
Berserah Sahaja, Wahai Roh!!
PERGI!
PERGI!
Pergilah engkau!
Meredah lahar muntahan mentari,
menyusuri denai Bima Sakti.
Menyembunyikan dirimu yang halus
di celahan bintang dan bulan.
Dari apa yang kau lari?
Apakah yang kau takutkan
wahai roh yang bebas?
Mana mungkin kau pergi,
mana mungkin kau bersembunyi?
Di cakerawala yang tiada penghujung
pada penglihatan matamu yang sempit itu.
Padahal seluruh alam ini
di dalam tangan tuhanmu.
Manakala roh semua manusia,
bermula dari Adam hingga hari kiamat,
di dalam tangan yang sebelah lagi.
Oleh itu, wahai roh
yang khuatir lagi berdosa!
Usah lagi berdolak, berdalih.
Serahkan sahaja dirimu itu
untuk diadili kemudian dihukum,
kerana kau pasti diberkas
oleh malaikat tuhanmu itu.
PERGI!
Pergilah engkau!
Meredah lahar muntahan mentari,
menyusuri denai Bima Sakti.
Menyembunyikan dirimu yang halus
di celahan bintang dan bulan.
Dari apa yang kau lari?
Apakah yang kau takutkan
wahai roh yang bebas?
Mana mungkin kau pergi,
mana mungkin kau bersembunyi?
Di cakerawala yang tiada penghujung
pada penglihatan matamu yang sempit itu.
Padahal seluruh alam ini
di dalam tangan tuhanmu.
Manakala roh semua manusia,
bermula dari Adam hingga hari kiamat,
di dalam tangan yang sebelah lagi.
Oleh itu, wahai roh
yang khuatir lagi berdosa!
Usah lagi berdolak, berdalih.
Serahkan sahaja dirimu itu
untuk diadili kemudian dihukum,
kerana kau pasti diberkas
oleh malaikat tuhanmu itu.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Terbaik......
SHAYNE WARD- NO PROMISES
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises
I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Greetings...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
That's a start.
First off, school starts on the coming Monday. Finally it's senior year. Though when I reflect, last year's school holiday is the last one that I'll ever have for the rest of my life-since I won't be going to school no more after this. Senior year in Malaysia means one thing-SPM. This is the exam that set the course of one's life. University or community college. A good job or a back breaking one. In short-mucho, mucho importante.
Second of all, I wish all of you people out there-my followers and readers included-that all of you have a fruitful and great year. Live life. Love life. Because you never know when you're gonna kick the bucket. As for myself, I just want to get through Form Five as safely as possible and move on to LSE in one peace...XD
GOODBYE 2009!!! THE MEMORIES THAT WERE WROUGHT THEN WILL FOREVER REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS AND ETCHED ON TO MANY, MANY WALLS. YOU SHALL NOT BE FORGOTTEN BUT YOU MUST STILL DRIFT INTO THE PAST SO THAT THE PRESENT MAY DISSLOVE INTO THE FUTURE.
HELLO 2010!!! YOU WE WELCOME FOR BETTER OR WORSE. WHO KNOWS WHAT SECRETS, JOYS, SORROWS, VICTORIES AND DEFEATS THAT YOU HOLD? ONE THING REMAINS CERTAIN, WE SHALL STRIVE TO TRAVERS YOU SO THAT WE MAY REACH YOU'RE END AND BEGIN AGAIN.
That's a start.
First off, school starts on the coming Monday. Finally it's senior year. Though when I reflect, last year's school holiday is the last one that I'll ever have for the rest of my life-since I won't be going to school no more after this. Senior year in Malaysia means one thing-SPM. This is the exam that set the course of one's life. University or community college. A good job or a back breaking one. In short-mucho, mucho importante.
Second of all, I wish all of you people out there-my followers and readers included-that all of you have a fruitful and great year. Live life. Love life. Because you never know when you're gonna kick the bucket. As for myself, I just want to get through Form Five as safely as possible and move on to LSE in one peace...XD
GOODBYE 2009!!! THE MEMORIES THAT WERE WROUGHT THEN WILL FOREVER REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS AND ETCHED ON TO MANY, MANY WALLS. YOU SHALL NOT BE FORGOTTEN BUT YOU MUST STILL DRIFT INTO THE PAST SO THAT THE PRESENT MAY DISSLOVE INTO THE FUTURE.
HELLO 2010!!! YOU WE WELCOME FOR BETTER OR WORSE. WHO KNOWS WHAT SECRETS, JOYS, SORROWS, VICTORIES AND DEFEATS THAT YOU HOLD? ONE THING REMAINS CERTAIN, WE SHALL STRIVE TO TRAVERS YOU SO THAT WE MAY REACH YOU'RE END AND BEGIN AGAIN.
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